Tuesday, 29 June 2004 - 9:51 AM PDT

Oooo!!! Little sisters can be such brats! Mom was right when she said little girls should be seen an not heard. What am I saying? I still feel like a little girl inside, so maybe I should keep my mouth shut.

Cheez! Really I do still love Justin. I always will. He was my first love and he will be my last love, forever. But I have to move on with my life. I can't live in the past. So Kevin and I are an item now. We're engaged, don't ya know? See my ring? Ain't it terrific? Like I really love him now.

Would I marry Justin now? Gee, I dunno. I suppose deep down inside I hope that it would work out with us, but I know that I am only dreaming. Besides he betrayed me. I don't think I could ever trust him again. Forgive and forget? Yeah, I wish I could. Live and Let Die is more like it! Yaeh, that's it. Live and Let Die.

Tuesday, 29 June 2004 - 10:39 AM PDT

Okay. If you are upset and no longer trust Justin because he betrayed you, then why are you engaged to Kevin who is currently betraying his wife Shar and their children? If he betraying his current wife, how is he going to treat you? BTW Shar is pregnant with one of his children. What makes you think that Kevin is any different than Justin? In fact he looks worse. If you marry Kevin, he will likely never work again because everything he earns will be eaten up by alimony and child support.

You are playing the same game that Olivia Newton-John did with Matt Lattanzi. Matt was an immature dancer also; and much younger than Livvy. He only hung around until Livvy developed breast cancer and had a masechtomy. Then he was gone. Please don't set yourself up for a lifetime of grief.
You deserve much better than this.