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Wednesday, 25 August 2004
 After the press found out that my wedding was supposed to be at the Beverly Hills Hotel on Nov 20, I have been scouring the greater L.A. area for an alternative location. The date was moved up to August 21st. However just six days before the scheduled nuptials, the wedding was called off. I was overwhelmed by an extreme case of the jitters and cold feet. To make matters worse I started to pick on Kevin. Kevin rebutted that he was "sick of being treated like a doormat" and walked out. I was devastated. He was suffering inside too because I know he really loves me. I began to feel depressed, lonely and sorry for my outburst. I phoned Kevin, tearfully begging for him not to leave me. "I need you. Please don't leave me." I cried. Several more calls later Kevin returned to our little love nest. While Kevin left briefly to grab us some munchies, I sat alone on the balcony, gazing out over the glistening Pacific Ocean.  Today I spent the day apart from Kevin, but all was not well. I was reduced to tears after being heckled visiting a newsstand in Santa Monica. A man shouted at me, "Where's your leech boyfriend?" Another asked why I was wearing a Harvard University sweatshirt "when you have no brains." That hurt.
Posted by bsincca at 12:01 AM PDT
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Updated: Thursday, 9 September 2004 4:15 PM PDT
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Friday, 19 August 2005 - 10:54 AM PDT im sorry that happened to u that was really mean of those retards
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